I AM TALKING TO YOU and Lyric for a Distant Chronicle
Hengzhi Huang Yang
I AM TALKING TO YOU
I know where
we are heading. It
is hard to say it,
I can’t remember
for what we inverted
the incentives,
the ground vectors
that are there ever
since the foundation of kittens
and the retro-
spectives, the imperceptible
gift begins to succeed.
Don’t go because I’m
here, go because you
want to, every
moment that is present
for a hint of a future
every possible fracas
alleyways and cycles filaments
unite and enwind
and you having
the trunks open like
that you choose the
feathers over a new
world, for a tongue-in-cheek
designation, for
the system of short spans
of attention, I’m just
starting, I thought
as we go on to care
about the weather on your
coast, the relativity
of a something-ness
quite difficult to gasp you
excelled in learning, despite
the backlashes of an argument.
This is the oyster, take me
there, take me to the zig-zag and
the pontoon, acres of
entropy crossing over
the spontaneous
regions, rid of a why,
what is more important.
you press it into your
chest, feeling your metal
inside gaining an
elasticity, the sediments
fall another way in
another country, without
passaging into the counter-
intuitive. Into a quiet
depth. The pronouns before
no prior trace to a fourth
wall, the dreams in which people
share your defense, live
for a clue, I can’t remember
the mist in Massachusetts
taking you in as
you claim, into a source,
a hemmed idea,
is that what you would have
wanted, the day
never to come, you wish
this place can be taller,
I’m with you. The opacity
of what was a butterfly
or a motive flares into
action, this is the clatter
of everything, a bough
beckons you, I’m here.
The borders cannot do
this, the screen
behind you dislikes your
slackening, intents
gratified with a little sense,
can that happen elsewhere,
I want to know
how simple would it be,
the seismograph
the lights at the bay,
you are their movement steering
into the surmounted, auto-
inferential in your objectivity,
I do use the pebbles
that you sent me, the devices
I fail to understand,
left like a field and its
simulations. The diversion
and functionalism in
the form of a blanket, in
some general didactics.
It is your story, your domestic
message, your where
and your to-go, the
burdened evenings of
patience and
you mean it flew into
iconic remarks the celebrity
whom I linger on
the touchdown, the un-startled
on principle having them
respond to our being, trying
to outthink them, finding
a scarf on your neck and others
that my partings are not
close to, the frugality
you are adopting the agenda
that leads you to it,
tell me something. How come
the occurrence is like that,
addicted to the next round, the
morninglight has its
stream. The reminder that
is even before the BC,
prodding you for
the repercussion, for, which
to your surprise, a volume
that is highly graceful,
what would you say to it
when the agency leaps from
your prominence, between
these invasions of after-effect,
be there for the hybrid figuring
of space and time, a spark
lands on it. A violetear.
The apparatus of out-of-control,
the panes and the owning
are still there, the influx and efflux
re-activating again but not yet
is your
beauty inevitable now &
eventually felt the murmurs,
the air whispers, Be well.
Lyric for a Distant Chronicle
As the poets talk about cataclysm,
I make smoked almonds
in the garden,
listening closely how
all I ever desire
might be killed off in
a quiet afternoon.
The goldfinch,
The pear tree and its vast white.
However mutilated the world is,
its face almost
a face. The extinction some
wish for the sooner arrival
of their wild wants.
Its shapliness dissolves in air,
in the spring breeze of Providence,
which must be
a material for the frantic mistakes
we risk getting this close
to knowledge, invisible
like a day. The formless limit
we let in our mind.
Drawing water from the edge
of this village, in a long gown.
Don't take anything I say
too seriously. I’m here not at the right
time. The connection is
we are both beleaguered by
a crowd of various evenings.
Silhouetted, alone,
words with a lingering fragrance.
The rustlings and swirlings
of pearls against lotus flowers,
the grease of a past form and quota
or the foam of whole body
pressed against unambivalent pleasure
then, disappeared and forgotten.
Now the briefings to the one-sided
conversation open up
to be a wound: yes they are beautiful,
but where do I fit into the picture?
The mystery, we share it.
It is a habit we call communication.
And one morning you wake up
in my bed, in a pile of graynesses.
Praised, receiving the result of your prayers.
It was all nearly a dream.
Can anything ever be more than a blurred jpeg?
Can anything ever be more than its intention?
This dance of listening and braving
mirrored around the equal
obliteration. Get clothed and fix
a meal, wash the rice, crave to hold
your joys, engrave into many stones,
hurry the apologies, sing out loud the odes,
go fish with the silence, write winter recipes for
just yourself to keep.